i feel like i do nothing but give and give to people…but no one ever wants to be there for me when i need them most….
fuck sakes.
got a free 20 gallon fish tank, and got new feeshes today!
Brom the veil-tailed betta now shares a lovely home with:
4 platys: Brawly, Koga, Bugsy, Cress.
2 balloon belly mollys: Flannery and Morty.
2 dalmation mollys: Chili and Cilan.
going to also pick up a plecostomus friday, which I will name Ziggy!
Yes, all the new fishes are name after Pokemon gym leaders. U mad bro?
the lengths people go to to make others feel like shit is pretty disgusting.
oh no weg otta beat de slythersns
harrt piter you re de sekker
you gotta caths de snitsh
an wind the gaem od quisstch
for griffyndow hosuse
Dead.
funny how the rude, and completely unnecessary “anonymous” hate stops once I turn off the anonymous feature.
bitches.
Describe or list the ways that you’re like your dad. Physical characteristics, personality traits, habits…
- He is a self-taught musician.
- We both drive a Dodge.
- We’re both total goofs haha.
Describe or list the ways that you’re like your mum.
- People say I look like her.
- We are both loud.
- Both very opinionated.
A movie is going to be made of your life. List the major characters and the actors who would play them.
- My parents, myself, Jared, Tea, my family. Actors, haha I don’t know.
List everything you had to eat and drink today.
- Golden Grahams
- Pepsi
Write down all the people you have kissed. (In a romantic way.)
- Jared.
Alex.
List all the places you have lived.
- Regina. (Canada)
- Lumsden. (Canada)
List all the people you have lived with.
- Lived at my grandparents’ when I was very young.
- My parents.
List all the animals you have lived with.
- One dog.
- roborovski hamsters
- 4 betta fish.
List the friends you have known the longest and how long you’ve known them for.
- Tea - 2-3 years
- Jared - 2 years.
List your enemies.
- Hahahah.
List everything in your refrigerator.
- Wow, no thanks..
Do you have any recurring dream? Themes, objects people or scenarios that appear repeatedly?
- Nope.
List the top five scariest situations you’ve been in.
- Bullying.
List the things that scare you most.
- Vomitting.
- Cancer
- Pain/suffering.
List 3 fears you’ve overcome.
- Anxiety.
- Depression
Your favourite road trip music?
- Anything I listen to.
Songs that get you out on the dancefloor?
- I don’t dance.
Your favourite songs/bands of all time?
- Rise Against.
- Billy Talent
- Silverstein
- Hedley
- Riverboat Gamblers
- Thursday
Songs/ bands that you hate?
- KESHA. Why/how is she still alive
- Most/all rappers
- Any country singer
- Anything techno
- Anything dubstep
Songs/bands you have played out?
- I’ve been listening to the same bands forever.
Music you listen to when you’re feeling crappy?
- All of it.
The most truthful songs about love?
- The Sweater Song - Hedley.
The best break up tunes?
- No idea.
List the words, slang and expressions that you think are overused.
- The n word
- Gay
- Fag
- Bitch
- Slut
- Hoe
- Whore.
List words that you would use to describe you.
- Compassionate
- Loving
- Caring
- Respectful
- Honest.
- Loyal
List everything that is currently in your bag.
- Keys
- Tampons
- iPod
- pens
- note pad
- wallet
- deodorant
- birth control
- tums
- ibuprophen
List the things you collect.
- Pokemon cards.
- Pokemon stuffies/toys/collectables.
- CDs
List your top 10 favourite movie scenes.
- Eragon - any scene with Brom.
- Die Hard 3 - any scene with Jeremy Irons.
- Any movie with Jeremy Irons.
List the last 4 movies you saw.
List all the names you love.
- Zeke
- Tiberius
- Saphira
- Jeremy
- Geoff
- Leelah
- Laci
- Darmani
- These are not all people names.
List your favourite pieces of clothing.
- Jean shorts.
- Skinny jeans
- Cardigans
- Strapless Dresses (typically floral, or obnoxious colored)
- Band shirts
- big hoodies
- sweat shorts
- floral tops
List the foods you refused to eat as a child.
- Broccoli
- peas.
List your favourite junk foods.
- Ice dream
- slurpees
- pop
- chocolate
- chips
- cookies.
List your favourite pizza toppings.
- Mushrooms
- cheese
- pine nuts
- spinach.
List your favourite places to eat.
- McDonalds.
- Mr Sub
- Jared’s house
List the 5 best meals you’ve ever had.
- Spaghetti.
- Miracle Whip/italian breaded chicken. MMMM.
List all the crushes you’ve ever had. (Celebrities, friends, schoolmates, strangers…)
- Jeremy Irons
- Tim McIlrath
- ….Jared. LOL. <3
Alex- Jeremy Irons
Describe your best dates.
- Jared took me to the spa in Moose Jaw, twas amazing. Otherwise, we go longboarding together, or just spend entire days together and I love it so much. We don’t need to spend money for it to be cute and romantic.
List the worst dates you’ve ever had.
- None.
List all the places you want to go before you die.
- Australia.
- Chicago
- Vancouver.
List all the cities you could see yourself living in one day.
- I’m assuming I;m here forever.
List all the states you’ve visited.
- None.
What did you do this past weekend?
- Had a week off, spent a lot of time with Jared and Tea!
List the things you’re anal about.
- Can’t think of anything..
List everything you have ever been for halloween.
- Alex Delarge (From book/move A Clockwork Orange)
- Randall Bragg (from the movie Appaloosa)
- A horse.
Describe the reasons people might see you as a little dark/emo.
- Music I listen to.
List all the jobs you’ve had.
- Pet Depot - 3 years, still there.
- Co op Bakery - 2 months, still there.
- Petcetera - 4 days, terrible job.
- Dollarama - 3 days, terrible job.
List the jobs you’re interested in.
- I like my job(s).
List you’re favourite people you’ve worked with.
- Amanda
- Jenelle/Tenielle
- Laci.
- Cindy
List the strangest people you’ve worked with.
- Everyone except ones mentioned.
List the last 5 things you bought.
- Jared and I’s pictures.
- Picture frames for said pictures
- Iced cap
- donut
- gas
List the expensive items you’ve bought which you think can be justified.
- Gas - need it to go places.
List the temptations you have learnt to resist.
- Buying Pokemon cards every day.
- Letting peoples’ opinions/things they say bring me down
List everything you’re wearing right now.
- Sweat shorts
- the Used shirt
- grey beanie
- purple bra.
- pink underwear
List all the awards you’ve won.
- Honor roll every year since grade 8
- fine arts award
- Spirit of the Play award for the One Act play I was in in grade 9.
List 5 people who make you laugh the most.
- Jared.
- Tea
- “bitches”
List 5 people who push your buttons.
- Fucking dumb selfish arrogant bitches.
List 5 people who inspire you the most.
- Rise Against.
- Billy Talent
- my parents
- Jeremy Irons
- my friends
List the people you think you owe an apology to.
- No one.
List the people you think owe you an apology.
- Bitches. For making me feel like shit, making me cry, and trying to tear me and Jared apart because they have nothing better to do.
Describe the hardest apology you’ve had to make.
- Don’t have one.
List your favourite online sites.
- Tumblr.
- Facebook.
- Hamster Hideout
- Pokemon Database.
List your top 10 favourite authors/books.
- Christopher Paolini
List the shows you consider must see tv.
- Family Guy
- the Borgias
- Pokemon
- Criminal Minds.
List your favourite radio stations.
- None.
List your favourite magazines/newspapers.
- Alternative Press
List your 10 biggest, most momentous and important decisions you have made.
- What I wanted to do after high school
- Losing my virginity
- Choosing losing friends over doing drugs and drinking
- Over coming anxiety/depression
- Enduring bullying, through self harm and thoughts of suicide
List your biggest regrets.
- Remaining friends with certain people in my life.
- trusting people I never should have
- Apologizing for doing nothing
- Quitting being vegetarian
List the people you wish you’d made a play for. (As in ask out, confess feelings for etc…)
- Jared.
- Past friends who have made my life miserable.
List your favourite insults.
- Not sure.
List the people who know the most dirt on you.
- Jared
- Tea.
Have you done anything scandalous/gossip worthy?
- More than my mind should ever know.
List 10 things that you’ve lost.
- Money
- Time
- Respect for people
- Friends
- Family members
- Pets
List the things you would grab if the house was on fire.
- I wouldn’t leave until all my pets were out safe
- Pokemon cards
- my purse which always has my important stuff in it
List some things you’ve found.
- Love.
- A best friend.
List 3 items you’ll never throw out or give away.
- Stuffed animals
- My Pokemon cards.
List the things you’ve made this week.
- Food.
List the creations you wish you could call your own.
- Certain art pieces.
Make a list of words to describe your soul mate.
- Jared.
List your physical features you dislike most.
- Legs.
- Arms
- Face
- Height
- Gut
- Weight
List your best features.
- Eyes.
List your best subjects in school.
- Biology
- English
List the degrees you’d like to get or the subjects you’d like to study.
- Veterinarian
List your past 10 missed calls.
- All unknown.
List your past 10 placed calls.
- Home
- Jared.
List the things that someone could do to lure you into a trap.
- Pokemon.
- Put an animal there.
Describe your worst travelling experience.
- I hate flying on planes, I always feel sick/anxiety.
List your best vacations.
- Canmore, Alberta
- Cabo San Lucas, Mexico
- Camping trips.
List the personality traits and physical features that you find attractive.
- Smile
- Eyes
- Sense of style
- Kindness
- Not arrogant
- Not cocky
- Compassionate
- Funny
- Respectful
Predict 5 things that will happen to you in the next 5 years.
- I’ll be in University.
- Working
Describe 5 things that have happened to you in the past 5 years that yourself from 5 years ago would be shocked to hear.
- Fallen in love
- Lost my virginity
- Got my license
- Have 2 jobs
List 5 things you’re happy you have right now.
- ared and Tea
- My family
- My car.
List 5 things you want right now.
- Money.
- A punch buggie. :[
List the top 5 times you’ve been the most ill/sick.
- When I had strep throat, and was bed ridden for an entire week.
What are the best remedies when you’re ill?
- Cuddles.
- Tea …… LIKE, ORANGE PEKOE. Although, my best friend Tea is a good remedy too. ;D
- Video games
- Movies
- Nyquil
List your top heartbreaking moments.
- When I found out I had been cheated on by my first boyfriend.
- Friends lying to me.
- Friends replacing me.
- Friends disowning me.
List the best parties you’ve been to.
- All the ones’ at Tea’s!.
List the celebrities you’d love to have as best friends.
- Jeremy fucking Irons.
List the top 5 biggest arguments you’ve been in.
- Regardingg my opinions against pot.
- My opinions against drinking/drugs
- My opinions on vegetarianism/veganism.
- My opinions on animal welfare.
List the people you fight with the most.
- Those people aren’t in my life anymore.
List any physical fights you’ve been in.
- None.
What things are worth fighting about?
- Love..
List 5 things you’re worried about.
- The future.
List the things that come naturally to you.
- Music.
- creativity.
- Being there for the people I love.
- Standing up for what I believe in.
List the things that are a struggle for you.
- Standing up for myself.
List all the people you’ve talked with today.
- Mom.
- Jared
- My sister
List your favourite toys as a child.
- Dragons
- Dinosaurs
- Pokemon.
List the things you hate that everyone else seems to love.
- Rap music
- Country music
- Being a bitch
- Dubstep
- Perogies
- Drinking
- Doing drugs
List the things you love to hate.
- Drugs
- Alcohol
- Bitches
List the things you secretly love but won’t admit to.
- Nothing.
List the people or things you used to love but now hate.
- Lots
List your most embarrassing moments.
- Walking into boys bathroom when I was younger.
List your best deeds.
- Caring for abandoned/sick/injured/surrendered animals.
List 10 things that interest you at the moment.
- Music
- Pokemon
- Animals
- Longboarding
- Skateboarding
- Art
- Living my life.
List all of your tattoos. If you don’t have any list ones you would like.
- Don’t have any yet.
- I drew up an anchor attached to a realistic heart by a rope that’s been cut. It symbolizes the struggle I’ve endured for so many years with anxiety and depression due to bullying and harassment. I want the anchor on the back of my upper arm, and the heart on my left shoulder blade.
- Also want a Pokeball tattoo somewhere.
- A betta fish, realistic.
- A realistic Arcanine and Gyarados.
- I will draw all of them for myself.
List your favourite smells.
- Baked goods.
What do you think is oddly beautiful?
- I think all animals are beautiful, even the ones some people find ugly and weird. I don’t think beauty should be defined as what something looks like, but what it’s made of. Which includes soul.
Make a list of things you have to do.
- Go back and take C30 math
- Apply for university
- Save money
- Work my ass off.
Make a list of things you’ve done.
- Graduated high school with above average grades.
- Over came my anxiety
- Fell in love
- Rid of the people in my life that made me miserable.
List some things you hope people will say about you at your funeral.
- She made a difference.
- I will miss her
- I love her

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pokemonPOKEMON, jeremy irons, rise against, billy talent.
I skateboard; damn proud.
I don't agree with drugs; I am a proud straight edge individual. go ahead and fucking send me hate, you're only proving yourself to have too much time on your hands. Idon'tevengiveafuck.
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Indefinitely, this is my life. I went through countless years enduring bullying, and harassment. I've been cheated on, lied to, stabbed in the back, betrayed, ignored, replaced, and I'm still alive. I don't need to wollow in self pity over things that have happened in the past, because the future is very bright for me.
I'M NOT HERE TO IMPRESS YOU.
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"There's a reason we're born with brains in our heads, not rocks..." -- brom.

